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Just what I need. Another freakin blog. I guess I wanted to start this one because LJ is REALLY starting to SUCK. NO ONE uses it anymore. If the numbers are anything like I imagine, I bet SixApart is shitting themselves!

Anyway, I think I will be archiving the LJ (like I have my other LJ names) in the near future. I just refuse for MYSPACE to be my main blog, ya know?

Anyway, welcome to my new blog!
I HATE the word blog.
This hotel is driving me crazy. I cant wait to move into the townhouse (MAY 5th). It cant come soon enough! AH well, I have my boyfriend and my baby girls. I cant complain too much ; )> (OF COURSE AFTER WRITING THIS THE WIRELESS CONNECTION DROPS) ... hehe

I love it here. It doesnt feel like I live in California though. Its coz im still in this hotel im guessing. Phoenix doesnt feel like home either. I am SO grateful for getting the fuck out of that city! It was killing me!

This week on my audioblog I will be posting an interview with White Town! "Your Woman" is one of THE best songs of the 90s! I remember when I thought I would NEVER look back and actully LIKE anything about that horrid decade. I dont know if it was the decade I had a problem with, or life in general.

I think about my mom more than I would like to admit to. I dunno.. my dad was gone and all I had was her... she let her husband rip us apart. We were second rate (compared to that white trash piece of shit is a total JOKE)...

She could have been my hero. I wanted her to be.

God.. I have SO many emotions with this all. It fucking hurts. I dont know why. They dont love me. I shouldnt care.

Well, im not gonna end the post on that shitty note. Its time to see some cute ass cats.